• Dana: He called me & woke up saying he had a dream about you. Apparently he asked you to be his girlfriend and it was really cute. He was all like “She has really soft hands..” Ahaha but i reminded him it was a dream and he got all butthurt. That fool really likes you dude. Even tho he says your too good for him.
  • Aaron: Idk.. leyna… i really like you. Alot…
  • Me: Aww, weelll i dont want to feel like i have to tell you i like you just because you told me yeeknow? i want to be able to tell you when im totally confidant in how i feel about you. im sorry if im disappointing you or letting you down in any way ): i just want to be honest
  • Him: Noo! lol im totally not making you bro. TAKE AS LONG AS YOU CAN. haha im not ready for anything like that anyways. It was just a cute moment. I want the truth and only the truth from you okay? the reason why i told you i liiked you is because youre my bestfriend. i dont want to feel as if i have to hide it from you yeno? i want to be clean and honest with you and please, if you arent ready to tell me„ please dont(: i want you to be firm with ANYTHING you say to me.
  • Me: And i will! because you dont deserve anything less than the truth from me. Whats important is that i care about you, we’re best friends, and we’re both happy. if you feel any differently, please tell me and if you’re willing to wait then i appreciate your time(:
  • him: Yoo’ to be honest, you’re the only person who i can stand waiting for. you gave me a sense of hope and im willing to wait for however long for you.after all, i think youre the ONLY girl id want to wait for. You bring the purenessout of me, and no one else can duude. other girls seem to get my lustful side out but you leyna, are the only girl i want and i want nothing more than just commitment
  • Me: Oh my (‘: thats what ive always wanted to hear somebody say to me. but to be honest if i was totally sure in how i feel about you i still dont think id be ready for a relationship. the thought of it scares me and it isnt fair for you to wait for who knows how long until the day i will be ready /:
  • Him: Lolol, dont triip maayne! even if you told me, id want to know you in and out. i wouldnt be ready either. AT ALL. But i know for a fact that id want to be your knight in shining armor just for you. and to make you happy in the times you arent. id want to know im ready spiritually and physically before even THINKING about going into a relationship; It was just a cute dream, but i know im not up for it yet(: you bring out the goodness in me that no one else can. thats how i KNOW i like you.
  • Me: Aarongabriel Cornejo, you are oh so very special and any girl would be blessed to have you. With that said, i never want you to feel like ive led you on or anything because truthfully, it could take millions of years for me to be ready, who knows /: i know im a bit far from you and i barely get to see you or spend time with you because i cant be there for you physically. i may not be enough for you and im not everything you need. i ust dont want you to expect so much and be disappointed in the end.
  • Him: Ehh. the thing is, by just being a regular bestfriend, you have proven ti me youre more than what i want. but y all means, im not trying to close my doors of options but more of which just trying to narrow them and if anything, you are my only wanting option. i love you Leyna Do Nguyen and to be honest, i just want you to be happy no matter what we are kay? But just know that you are not obligated to like me. not in a million years am i saying that you have to. i would ever want you to feel like im making you. butfor your information, i will be wanting to wait for you until i can. i cant promise i can wait forever but ill wait until i can.

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what happened. i sometimes question why we’re even friends. we barely ever talk unless we’re in the same room- but even then, we talk for like 2 minutes and then you leave to talk to someone else. id legitly do anything for you to make you happy. id lend you my stuff whenever you need it, id get you anything you need whenever you ask, id help you out if you’re sick or injured, id send you messages just to try to cheer you up &id call you just to see how you’re doing and just to simply talk. the problem is- i never get anything back from you. I never ask for anything in return but all i want is some acknowledgement, some appreciation. i know youre busy but when i call you, but can you just talk to me for like 30 mins. without leaving me to talk to someone else? 30 minutes. or even 20 would be nice. Or when we do get to see each other, will you take the time to be with me and bond with me? Or when i ask for a picture with you, could you not sprint off and make me chase you down like a lunatic?  i know you’re not good at showing how you feel but just let me in, please. i ALWAYS see you spending your time talking to and posting about your other best friends. brothers nonetheless. but for once, could i be prioritized in some sort of way? what happened to sisterhood p.e.a.r.l.s?  i got you through thick and thin but i question, do you got me? im not giving up on you, thats something i promised. But i already feel like youve given up on me.

at times i feel as if  i don’t fit in. like no one really understands me any more and i feel some what isolated from the world. The last time i really felt welcomed and accepted was ages ago and now i dont know, it makes me feel kinda alone sometimes. its like i get suuuuper socially awkward in public but i just try not to show it all that much. allwells. foreveralone.

Hubby: Zayn

Best Friend: Liam<3

Where we’ll meet: Meet and greet

My song: One thing

Kids: 2

Where we’ll live: London


SOUNDS WONDERFUL<3

-Trisha will kill me for marrying her husband MUAHAHA.

(Source: unebelledirection, via bellaes)

ive got one direction infection maan, ive been playing their album literally all   day<3

ZAYN &LIAM- WHY CANT YOU JUST BE MINE ALREADY.

cellar door by coryjohnny for tumblr.